Still no work... still a bum. Sometimes I ask myself, well, all the time I ask myself .."is my life going somewhere??" obviously it (life) is growing stagnant. I am stagnant. What's bizaare is that I already got my license 2 weeks ago. Haha! A professional nurse who works for her dogs, yikes. Anywho, I don't have my car with me right now, my uncle borrowed it and I was like "this sucks" coz I really hate to commute. A week is reeeeallllyyy-y long enuf not having it here! Total bummer. I just hope that my car will be in the comfort of my huge arms by friday, otherwise.... I'm gonna get it myself coz we're going to Majayjay! Sana matuloy. But O MI GOLLEE wala ang Relly Boy ko.. nasa Tacloban. That practically means he's not coming with us.. Ain't it obvious with my title? B U M M E R... everything came crashing since April.
May 15th is, like, THE JUDGMENT DAY... the exam result at Cardinal Santos will be out on that very day and frankly, I'm not really nervous. You see, my boyfriend's brother, Kuya Ron, knows some doctor at that hospital since he's a Med Rep. I got relieved when he said "OK, i got it endorsed.." PSYCHED! Sana matanggap aketch! I've heard about the bummer-y news about the hospital, but it never bothers me (yet). With the salary low, overtime unaccounted for, longer hours of endorsements... geesh those are really sucky, but i hope i can cope with such disastrous realities. Anyway, I just wanted to experience what's it like working in a hospital, and while working, i'll review for the NCLEX and take the exam right away.
Oh, my whole family will be coming home on June. Family reunion kumbaga... good thing I have gym to workout so that I will take their breaths away with my SEXY entourrage... whaha! I wish! Sana lang payatatot na ko nun!
...why is it that I'm helpless when I'm without my TURTOLLL (Rell)?? i miss him so much... i'm in so much stress i can't function well! I love him so much. hay nako! hirap! It's really hard when you used to hang out with one person almost everyday... and you always have fun when you're with him. He's awesome! Gosh, it's like a hellhole around here. Call me crazy, but yeah.. I AM GOIN' CRAZY!
